I’m getting all depressed again
Wondering where the fuck I went wrong
Wanting to censor these thoughts
But my mind is already fed up of being repressed!
I wish I could live in a perfect world
When you showed me you loved me
Rather than mumbling a few elementary terms of endearments
That don’t quite meet your voice,
And smiles that don’t meet your eyes!
Had I known how sour love could be
I would’ve planned for this rainy period…
Demanding little
Getting even less
You’re fucking with my self esteem
Breaking me
Down
To basic components!
I wanna burst and soar like some kinda bird
Rather than circling the rafters
Just to be yanked back to earth
I want you
Want you to need me as much as I’ve convinced myself I don’t need you!
This is so fucked up
In so many ways I want you
Need you
Need to believe that we can do amazing things together
But you’re fucking with my self esteem
And I’m gonna make it stop!
In all the ways it counts…
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