Daily Prompt: Fact

The fact is I couldn’t love you… I wanted to, wanted to believe that I was capable of long term long lasting deeper than body fluids and long distance more intense than sex and more divine than religion, I wanted to, love you forever. but the truth is, I didn’t even love myself. via Daily…

Chaotic Beauty

Photo Credited: Pahala Basuki Believe it or not life is beautiful and wild and confusing and all the other awful things that we make it out to be, It’s multifaceted, layered in beginnings childhoods and imagination socialization would have you believe that life is one big dice a game of chance and luck, others talk…

I know I pretend like i don’t need you but…

I want to possess you Demons circling easy prey, I pray that you will love me Totally Completely Forgetting about past Because we are past The last Man… woman We are linked to these bodies By energy You to me Me loving you Wanting to be your shadow Your conscience Your choice Your first thought…

What are we…. Exactly?

I know nothing about you it seems caught up in my own mind trying to turn sexship into a friendship or is it fuckship relationship… fuck, shit… I know nothing about you apparently but I can feel you undressing me with just the tone of your voice when all is quiet and i sleep at…

Its Perfect

it’s perfect dressed in fine silk and thick wool a relationship that shines reflecting all the light of the universe around it… it’s perfect beautiful filled with beautiful people who must be perfect too… But are they, perfect Beyond what the eyes can see Dark closets and plushed pillows so why do they pretend living…

No strings attached

I’m greedy not merely satisfied owning your body I want to own your heart. I know its complicated and i knew the situation, that you were not available for me to love no strings attached was that what it was suppose to be? to be honest it fought it the attraction to your eyes your…

For Better or Worst Numb 

I really wish I could write about love…  All the shits and giggles, Clouded over by fluffy clouds  And stars that are as cold as ice.  But life has me  For better and worse Numb  When it’s good  It is,  Good  But bad reminds me of  The devils lair  Demented colors bouncing off caves,  This…

Hero complex 

   I look up to you  Wholly  Solely  Forgetting gossips  Half truths  And veracity.  Because it will never be true  As long as I belong to you!  I worship you  My deity Creating stick figure idols in your image Beating drums  Hums  Making spirituals…  Legendary tales  Passed down through generations  My very own tradition of…

I’m Not into Girls… But I want To…

   It was experimenting  Mixing chemicals  And watching them react  Admiring soft skin  And round curves  No I’m not into women…  Anymore!  I was experimenting  Poetry became  our catalyst  As we listened  And we touched  And we gazed  Lyrically awoken, She motivated me  And I became  Caught up with her.  But It wasn’t suppose to…

Ready Made Man

Life is too short to spend it being broken ultimately fooling only you making excuses, it seems i’m clueless that I refuse to see the choices that you make the time that you take and the only heart that’s breaking is mine inside, sometimes I dream about you changing, being all that I made you…

Evolution of freedom: Handicap

once upona time, I had a thing for short guys… I thought that they were cute, cuddly and trusting! After all when you were less than 5’6″ there was no way you should be picky… My very own my sized doll! Years later, I have added that theory to another of my assumptions that is…

Sometimes You Just Gotta Move On…

I met my soulmate already on a dock at 8am in a land i didn’t know, He was beautiful and special and annoying but without knowing we grew into each other fitting like new skin finishing sentences sharing each other’s unspoken thoughts. but time never seemed to be on our side, distance separated tempers flared…