I’m so weird

I just caught a ¬†glimpse of myself in the mirror after leaving home and I couldn’t help but chuckle a little. I can’t believe that I went on the road looking like a crazy woman. I took my sister home after four hours of sibling bonding AKA me styling her hair and I had intentions…

A bucket of ice cream would do me good

I’ve been feeling really fat lately, bursting and pushing out my clothes that I have just manage to fit back into. I can no longer walk around with a GUT stating that its baby weight. I lost my baby weight, three weeks after having my baby. I didn’t plan it, but I ate, drank and…

Baby Elise

I dream for you, little arms and pretty smile Waited for you, When others said That you were a fleeting dream Fading in the ticking of a clock Biological, I didn’t think that it was logical To not even try! Oh how I see you, My child with lots of personality, The answers to my…

Seriously EXHAUSTED

So my baby was up most of the night last night. Crying about everything and nothing. Just couldn’t get her to settle, her dad tried, but he was sleeping and almost rolled the baby off of his chest. Which in turn made me mad and crossed. So it was her and I, until two Am…

All The Things wrong with me

Had a rough night with the baby last night… Didn’t sleep till two Am, then she was up at 3:30. Here goes nothing. I’m tired of being tired Piling my feelings into big black bags of nothing Pretending they don’t exist Pretending for you that I’m ok. I’m tired of being Exhausted Pinning my poetry…

Not a Mommy Blogger

Just recently I became a mom again, my first child is seven years old. I went online and did a lot of reading, those mommy blogs are very interesting so I thought I would try it. Let me just say, that first draft was crap, second draft was crappier. I couldn’t understand how I couldn’t…