Daily Prompt: Fact

The fact is I couldn’t love you… I wanted to, wanted to believe that I was capable of long term long lasting deeper than body fluids and long distance more intense than sex and more divine than religion, I wanted to, love you forever. but the truth is, I didn’t even love myself. via Daily…

Diary Entry: #1

Ooh I love when you say I want it from the back Me shaking Anxious Anticipating mood for mood No persuasion necessary Because baby I just wanna please you A willing slave Terrified at the thought of freedom. I want you to control Me Directing Cues that I have to follow Not because you say…

Chaotic Beauty

Photo Credited: Pahala Basuki Believe it or not life is beautiful and wild and confusing and all the other awful things that we make it out to be, It’s multifaceted, layered in beginnings childhoods and imagination socialization would have you believe that life is one big dice a game of chance and luck, others talk…

Mirror Mirror

I’m fracturing unraveling renting from the seams as pressure builds within, it should be easy, giving up on things that make you toxic but i’m pathetic attracting leeches like leeches to blood allowing them to suck my essence dry i’m secretly sadistic, pretending to enjoy my pain by hurting others and I’ve been hurting others…

Poetic 

No more poetic clone wars  Stories of love lost  Dead and forgotten  Undertakers attempting in futility  To revive the dead  Frankstein’s monster  An abomination that should’ve never been given thought  Much less life.  No more poetic sandstorms  Of life lived  The only remnants  The dunes of memories  That depresses even the reader.  It’s not enough …

I know I pretend like i don’t need you but…

I want to possess you Demons circling easy prey, I pray that you will love me Totally Completely Forgetting about past Because we are past The last Man… woman We are linked to these bodies By energy You to me Me loving you Wanting to be your shadow Your conscience Your choice Your first thought…

Ronda. ..

She was only diagnosed three days ago but she knew long before that she was dying, and i’d like to think that she’s made peace with it… twenty three year old… all tatted up making mistakes and drawing her own conclusions six months ago, she was invincible doing what those afflicted by youth do best……

Its Perfect

it’s perfect dressed in fine silk and thick wool a relationship that shines reflecting all the light of the universe around it… it’s perfect beautiful filled with beautiful people who must be perfect too… But are they, perfect Beyond what the eyes can see Dark closets and plushed pillows so why do they pretend living…

Nostalgia

I should just give up  Give up living  Give up trying to be something I’m not  Fighting not to become the person that I am  And it’s pathetic  After all who said I’d never  They can finally say that I didn’t  Prophetic  justice for all the bad shit that I’ve done!  And I’m hurting  Busy…

No strings attached

I’m greedy not merely satisfied owning your body I want to own your heart. I know its complicated and i knew the situation, that you were not available for me to love no strings attached was that what it was suppose to be? to be honest it fought it the attraction to your eyes your…

Crazies

   The crazies always come out late at night  It seems  When it’s dark  And raining  And people are asleep.  They walk in roads  Sitting on corners  Feeding stray dogs  From bins and boxes  And all the yucky things  That we scorn!  They talk at the top of their lungs,  Or so they feel  Arguing…

Life of a Nurse

I’m tired  It’s nine am  And I should’ve been home two hours ago  Cuddling with pillows and toes that missed me from the night before.  But the toes are up and about  Getting ready for work and life  A day spent without me…  Another day  Another night  Days running into each other  And off days…