Diary Entry: #1

Ooh I love when you say I want it from the back Me shaking Anxious Anticipating mood for mood No persuasion necessary Because baby I just wanna please you A willing slave Terrified at the thought of freedom. I want you to control Me Directing Cues that I have to follow Not because you say…

What are we…. Exactly?

I know nothing about you it seems caught up in my own mind trying to turn sexship into a friendship or is it fuckship relationship… fuck, shit… I know nothing about you apparently but I can feel you undressing me with just the tone of your voice when all is quiet and i sleep at…

No strings attached

I’m greedy not merely satisfied owning your body I want to own your heart. I know its complicated and i knew the situation, that you were not available for me to love no strings attached was that what it was suppose to be? to be honest it fought it the attraction to your eyes your…

The After, after

   I know it’s good when I dont think  When emotion melts away  And insecurities fade into the background. I’ve become a super human  Hearing moans you barely uttered  Muttering  Incoherent languages  And pleads  “Baby, don’t stop”  But I don’t hear them, too busy  in my zone  Keeping rythmn in my mind  And tempo in…

That New Smell…

As a woman, my vagina is one of  the last thing that I would want to discuss publically. some things you just dont talk about;  tampons and douching and all the other gagets that are inserted into a vagina isn’t a discussion you have  over Sunday dinner. No woman wants to think of that area…

I’m Not into Girls… But I want To…

   It was experimenting  Mixing chemicals  And watching them react  Admiring soft skin  And round curves  No I’m not into women…  Anymore!  I was experimenting  Poetry became  our catalyst  As we listened  And we touched  And we gazed  Lyrically awoken, She motivated me  And I became  Caught up with her.  But It wasn’t suppose to…

Evolution in Freedom: He showed me his penis

he just whipped it out all swollen and ugly like  a rabid dog dribbling semen and something else that looked totally gross. he whipped it out without provocation or permission, his penis his most crowning glory standing downright trying to show me just how much he admired me. I felt annoyed from all the sarcasm…

Disclaimer to Evolution

For those who think evolution of freedom is vulgar, I do apologise, but it’s life which can be vulgar at times.  As I said in the first post, a lot of persons especially women are uncomfortable with their sexuality, they have gotten so accustomed to changing their needs based on the partner they have rather…

Evolution of Freedom: Anal

I tried it once, or twice ok fine… it was like nine times it was scary at first, the unknown the shame the taboo of having a man balls deep in your asshole. needless to say, it was horrible that first time too rough and inexperienced my lover, anxious to get it in and he…

Evolution of Freedom: Origins

So… just recently, i was talking to my sister and we decided that we wanted to start a business. We went through the different types of businesses that we could open, whether online or store front… needless to say, I came up with a sex shop. I started doing my research…still doing research actually, however,…

Please…Don’t go

I’ve been thinking About how I would love to kiss you Like lovers Reunited From years of being apart, Hungry Hot Needy, Needing it And each other Tracing lips Grabbing hips Feeling, touching Trying to find words But flowing tears instead. I need you to kiss me! baby frantically inhaling air that hasn’t left my…

Fake It Till You Make It…

  I’m a huge Beyonce fan, I know a lot of persons don’t like her music for whatever reason, but  I love her, so from the last album… or was it the one before, she had this song called “Grown Woman”, oh my goodness, that is my new national anthem. Fact of the matter is,…