Chaotic Beauty

Photo Credited: Pahala Basuki Believe it or not life is beautiful and wild and confusing and all the other awful things that we make it out to be, It’s multifaceted, layered in beginnings childhoods and imagination socialization would have you believe that life is one big dice a game of chance and luck, others talk…

My First…

  I spent 3 days five hours and 27 seconds preparing for my trip I was so wired and tired that I almost ended up missing my flight. And if that was my only plight the sight of the plane scared the SHIT out of me. It reminded me of a sardine can small, tightly…

I hate Black History Month

Still in love with this piece  What can I say about black history month, nothing much it seems. tired of being indignant and ignorant feeding off of misleading propaganda designed to insight and inflate and provoke “us” to roit. I think its a fucking waste looking at a past which is very much like the…

Poetic 

No more poetic clone wars  Stories of love lost  Dead and forgotten  Undertakers attempting in futility  To revive the dead  Frankstein’s monster  An abomination that should’ve never been given thought  Much less life.  No more poetic sandstorms  Of life lived  The only remnants  The dunes of memories  That depresses even the reader.  It’s not enough …

Three generations of wrongs…

Silence is all thats there Silence But its not really silent Because I can hear the dripping of tears As they meet flesh And the gripping of skin thats not too long lost life I use to say I havent lost anyone That’s been close Well almost… And its been true For though we share…

Nostalgia

I should just give up  Give up living  Give up trying to be something I’m not  Fighting not to become the person that I am  And it’s pathetic  After all who said I’d never  They can finally say that I didn’t  Prophetic  justice for all the bad shit that I’ve done!  And I’m hurting  Busy…

I’ve been neglecting my blog and I’m sorry..,

Progress…Nowhere

you’re searching pleading for love from a rock wishing you could melt his stoney heart just because you will it but will it make the difference loving someone who will never love you back and its bullshit pretending to be happy in marital bliss with something that could never feel you too at some point…

Give it a little time…

madamenoire.com it’s late or early depending on whose clock were going by everything was fine the spark was there bodies warm with hormones and body fluids and the progression was steadily progressing to the point where we couldn’t help but touch but somewhere between the spinal cord and brain something deviated distorted signals ignoring cues…

Tired Drafts and Exhausted Words…

I’m blocked again…. busy writing drafts and mediocrity. drafts that sound the same like stale music on an ipod that goes on and on, which begin to nag on the brain after a while. i’m caught up in my feelings and my relationships trying to deal with my shit and handle my business but i…

The Stubborn Part Of Me

Originally posted on lyricalassassinneenee:
In addition to the good within there also lies the bad The feeling that leaves you emotionally torn and makes your heart grow sad So before I mention all good things I must make a disclaimer Cause the stubborn part takes over me & I often tend to blame her… For…

Hero complex 

   I look up to you  Wholly  Solely  Forgetting gossips  Half truths  And veracity.  Because it will never be true  As long as I belong to you!  I worship you  My deity Creating stick figure idols in your image Beating drums  Hums  Making spirituals…  Legendary tales  Passed down through generations  My very own tradition of…