Today, I realized I gave up my voice, I started this blog as a place for me to express myself. To say my piece without having to wonder who would think it was inappropriate. I dropped the ball, smothered myself and now my body is beginning to feel toxic! After nine months, almost, of no communication I’m feeling starved. Feeling the effects of hormonal imbalances after having a baby, I feel like my life and my relationship are spiraling out of control. I feel alone… Although I’m not, I’m exhausted, frustrated and I wish I could have my way all the time. I wish sometimes I was the kinda person to reach out to others, someone who understood exactly what I’m feeling. Nobody listens, too busy dealing with their lives and their shit. I learnt years ago that the world doesn’t stop because you are hurting! I had to learn, had to cope and I will again.